What is this Feeling?

Is Hyperventilation a word? 

Why yes,

 yes it is,

 according to the lack of a red squiggle it is. 

That is this feeling.

 It is midnight... 

and I am awake... thinking... a lot more than I should be.

"What are you thinking about Bailey?"

That, 

my dear friends is a dangerous question, 

but I will answer it anyways.

-Why does Sherlock have to be so good and so short?

-I will be on my mission when Season 4 comes out... and Season 5

-When will Bishop email me that link?

-Why is Corben sleep talking?

-I wonder if I will need leggings and tights on my mission. 

-I cant believe I can turn my papers in on March 15th

-I wonder where I will be going.

-How many sister missionaries are there in the world?

-Will I need any new skirts?

-Should I get up and look at my skirts?

-Why am I so lazy?

-I can not be this lazy on my mission.

*Looks up "Sister missionary" on Pinterest*

-Oh my gosh what if while i'm on my mission they erase my pinterest!?!

*Start Hyperventilation* 

-Ohh a new blog! 

http://sistermadisonstucki.blogspot.com/

-Holy cow I feel so unprepared.

-Can Missionaries bring I-pods?

-Can we wear hats?

-I should buy a bunch of scarves and tights that coordinate.

-Do they even sell warm tights in AZ?

-I need shoes... like good ones... shoot.

-Holy cow good shoes are expensive

-I need to go to Ross

-Is Marshalls the equivalent of ross?

-Do I work in the Morning?

-Breathe Bailey.

-I should read my scriptures

Yeah. 

I am going to do that. 

WARNING

I will be posting a bunch of Missionary related stuff in the future... 

and changing my Blog name 

*Sniff Sniff*

 Because, it probably isn't appropriate for a missionary blog.

 Yeah... ima go use the sleep now. 

The Stereotypical New Years Post.

To be fair, this was the first year that I think that I have ever actually sat down and thought about my resolutions. 

Like ever.

 Sad right?

 I mean sure I have wanted to eat healthier or keep my room clean better, 

but let's be honest with ourselves... 

did it happen? 

Heck to the no. 

So this year I came up with like a million resolutions so that maybe if I get one down, 

I can actually be cool. 

Because everyone knows that your cool level

 (Yes it is a real thing) 

is totally determined by how many resolutions you actually resolved... 

fo'. sho'. 

So here are my 

2014 New Years Resolutions. 

1)I will blog 1x a week. 

See, this is how I journal, so it is either this or let my hand cramp up. 

2)Re-read the Book of Mormon.

 I want to finish it before my 19th birthday. 

3) Take a picture a day, 

because y'all don't want to just be reading words... 

4)Stop biting my nails.

 It is a totally subconscious thing and then they hurt and that is when I actually realize that I was biting them... 

5)Learn to take pills.

 Don't judge. it just wont work.

6)Learn to play the harmonica. 

I GOT HARMONICAS FOR CHRISTMAS! 

And I have no idea how to play them...

 See the idea was that if I learn to play the piano or another instrument I cant just carry it around and practice when I am bored... 

but with a Harmonica, I totally can!

7) Learn at least 3 hymns on the piano.

 Every single missionary blog I have read says that if you are a sister missionary you had better be able to play the piano. 

I will start with one... we shall see how this goes. 

8)"Have a clean room... more often... Maybe?" 

9)Study and journal(Like actually write, it is the kicker) a new gospel topic every Sunday.

 Let me tell you, 9:00 church hurts.

 But it makes the day last forever.

10)Draw or paint a picture at least 1x a week.

 It soothes the soul.

11) Spend less money. 

I can tell you right now that I have broken 3,4,8, and 11 this week... and the rest I haven't even started. 

Sunday counts as the last day of the week right? 

So all I have to do is look up a topic, publish this, clean my room today. 

Best get started. 

oh and I found this. It made me happy. 

And yes, yes they do. You are welcome.